Chaos
I know I haven’t posted in a while but the hell with it. For those who still keep in contact with me, life has been hectic. Dance practices, 17 credits, along with balancing a social life and trying to get enough sleep? They always say that in college you can only choose two out of the three, the categories being social life, sleep, and school and I’m starting to think that is true. Although with all the deceit going on its a little easier determining who is worth my time and who is a waste of space in my life. In the past month alone, I’ve realized who wants to stay in my life and who is, for a lack of better words, fake as shit.
I’ve always been the type to take care of my own. If I value you as a friend I’ll go completely out of my way to do anything for you. Lately, I haven’t been very willing because I cant discern who deserves it or not. I understand if I treat you well and you don’t appreciate it, thats your business, but for me to treat someone so well only to have them talk shit about my behind my back is just unacceptable. That makes me lose the will to do anything from anyone.
I’m constantly tired too. Chinese class alone, worth five credits, has about 6 hours of homework per week. On top of that theres managerial accounting, statistics, sociology, and bitm. Theres moments in the morning where I wanted to curl up in a cocoon and just escape from the insincere world. But hey, thats just whats been running through my mind and probably 90 percent of college students. Every problem has its cure though. My cure for this? True friends and some damn good wine.







